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July 15, 2008 7:01 PM- this is my yes

I know most, if not all, of you have seen this video before so I'm not sharing it as news, but as what I'm doing and where I'm at.

It's a funny thing, this video was on my mind the past week or so, but I never bothered to bring it up on YouTube because I could get happy just thinking about it and then I saw it posted at Thea's and I finally played it about 20 minutes ago and have been pretty much sobbing in between convulsions of crying since.

Seeing it is totally different than remembering it.

Seeing it cracks me open something raw.

If ever I needed a reason to be grateful for the invention of film and YouTube this is it.

And, I know I didn't think I would be taking a break from blogging this summer, but it turns out I will be. I just don't feel like I've been sharing anything of what's been going on with me and can't seem to catalogue it. Perhaps this won't be a long break. Not sure.

I'll definitely be back by end of August, if not sooner.

Be well you sweet birds--- have a marvelous summertime!

Bisous, bp

got 2 cents?



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yogagirl says:
dooce shared this video on her site a long time ago. it tore me a new one too. enjoy your hiatus. will miss you :)
posted on: July 15

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Margaret says:
have a lovely summer.
posted on: July 15

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Tami says:
What a touching video!
posted on: July 15

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Claire says:
sniiiiiiiffffff...eyes spilling over...enjoy your blog break x
posted on: July 16

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Heather says:
We'll miss you. Have fun!
posted on: July 16

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immersion says:
Meow! I think I'll go hug my cat. Enjoy your unbridled time. Your free to run in the pasture, so getty-up!
posted on: July 16

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Chris says:
Oh, BP, I'm going to miss your gorgeous and hysterical posts, but I know we all have to take a break once in a while. Have a great time and come back soon!
posted on: July 16

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river selkie says:
take care! see ya on the flip side.
posted on: July 16

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violetismycolor says:
have a great summer!
posted on: July 16

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Bethany says:
Please, pretty please, enjoy every second of your break. Just don't forget your fan base while you're off star-gazing and sipping sangrias, okay?
posted on: July 16

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Tracey says:
I had not seen that powerful footage yet. In less than 3 mins. it not only encapsulates the power of love but also the purpose of living. I miss you already. Enjoy yourself!!
posted on: July 16

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otter says:
Things are never the same when BP is on hiatus. But I do understand the need for a break. Just know that we are all missing you like crazy, ok?
posted on: July 17

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misty says:
i cry harder and harder each time i watch that video. i am feeling a bit cracked open myself...exhausted. thank you for sharing it here. happy break from blogging....oh how i know those feelings of needing a break.... looking forward to seeing you soon! xo
posted on: July 17

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alison says:
have a wonderful summer! i don't want to wish away summer, but i'm now looking forward to the end of august...
posted on: July 17

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Susannah says:
I'm delurking (finally!) to say that that just made me cry big big big tears, that were so needed. such incredibly touching footage, thank you for sharing that. have a lovely summer! x
posted on: July 18

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Molly says:
Aw, I hadn't seen that video either, and it's going to have a bit of a visit on my blog too, just to spread the love. Enjoy your break. We're all hoping it's relaxing and re-energizing! :)
posted on: July 18

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Meg says:
Have a great summer, girl! We'll be right here waiting when you get back.
posted on: July 18

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Sam says:
I know...total love, right? Amazing how it works, and how the heart...even a big old lion heart...remembers. Enjoy your break, you lovely magical YOU. Kisses from me and the Wiggly One. He gives a kiss that could break your face! Nothing if not enthusiastic...
posted on: July 19

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Sheryl says:
I'm verklempt *sobs* Have a lovely break. I, the professional break-taker, feel for ya.
posted on: July 20

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bella says:
Enjoy your summer darlin'. I'm gonna send you something pretty real soon. x's and o's. B
posted on: July 21

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Stephanie says:
Just what I needed- something to put me right over the edge of my PMS... I'm more of an animal than a kid person, so this was ridiculously hard yet profound to watch. Thank you. AND... take all the time you need- thats the best part of blogging, no one makes you do anything and its more for yourself than anyone else. As a "community" we know you'll be back when and if you need to. Have an awesome and beautifully green summer.
posted on: July 22

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Judy Wise says:
First I watched it (and cried) then John watched it (brought tears to his eyes too). Kindness and love is never forgotten.
posted on: July 31

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beth says:
I also posted this on my blog a few days ago...there is just something so raw and amazing about it...and I sobbed the first 3 times I saw it and then got myself under control....beth www.blogspot.com
posted on: July 31

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