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March 15, 2009 8:27 PM- so it goes


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The rhythm of my life has never been characterized by slow, incremental change. Ah, no.

Events tend to happen abruptly, emotions are acute and decisions swift.

I'm okay with it because, er-- I'm pretty much the one responsible for the pace. And, as much as I would like to soften what I'm about to say over a long, leisurely lunch that is punctuated by several bottles of Bordeaux and consummated with both a redolent cheese platter and freshly baked macaroons, I'm afraid I'll just have to serve it straight up:

Friday will be my last post here at bluepoppy.

Five years ago this month, March 20th to be precise, I ventured into this medium much like I have stumbled into most of my life adventures: blindly, naively, optimistically, yet with low expectations.

The experience of this blog defies any synopsis I might try to concoct.

It has been pure alchemy.

I dragged in my mewling, measled self and you embraced me. You circled my head with your magic wand, sprinkled gentle incantations over my shoulders and-- lo and behold, here I am. A better, stronger, happier and more confident version of the person who began this blog that short (long?) time ago.

When I began, I had ridiculous (endless) hours to spend online since I had to do something from 9-5 while I was at the office. Now? There just doesn't seem to ever be the time. More to the point, the purpose of this site (though I couldn't possibly have known it was going to have a purpose in my life other than to alleviate boredom and provide an outlet for angst) has now been achieved (i.e. I'm now living the life I wished for back then) and it's time for me to head into the next phase of whatever it is I think I should be doing.

Basically, I am moving off of this page onto another. There are a number of writing projects that I am (finally! yes! we've got pigs flying in V- formation and roosting on the roof as we speak!) ready to settle in with and, for me, that means dropping into a quiet place of no accountability. And yes, of course, I could simply let this site stay open and not officially shut it down, but that's not my way. I'm a closure girl, through and through. Fortunately, since it belongs to T, this site will not drop into the ether and die an unpaid hosting fee death. It will sit here just as it is-- although comments will have to be closed in a week or so-- otherwise it will become choked in the kudzu of spam (because much as I love ardent, grammatically-challenged epistles, how often do I really need to be enticed to enlarge the size of my penis?)

The funny thing is, as I have trolled through here this weekend, I realized my personal favorite post was written December 27, 2004, which means it's all been downhill from there and that wasn't even a full year in! If you want to reminisce on the wild schwing of my moods that seem to be at the heart of this blog, then by all means, read January 16, 2005 followed by January 17, 2005. That pretty much sums it up.

Except, of course, for the rare interjections from T such as this poem.

Should I be surprised that upon reflection (and without exception), the photos focus on dogs, the building of our house, flowers, friends, gifts, travel and sky? Surely not, but I was.

Have no fear that you won't be able to stay in touch with me should you want to-- you have my email, I'm an ever-present wallflower on facebook and, who knows, maybe someday we'll meet up at Squam? (a girl can always hope, non?)

So, if there's any burning question to pose, or any last photo you'd like to see-- now's the time to get those queries in.

And, I don't know that I could possibly have said it enough, so I'm going to say it again, for the record cause ---->you?

----->YOU<-----. ARE. THE. BEST.

See you Friday-- bisous, Elizabeth

P.S. for you long (long!) time readers-- did you happen to notice how gatsby, benefactor of my beloved 'drowsy fabulist' moniker and long gone from these parts has shown up just in time for the farewell party? Guess I shouldn't be too surprised as the boy does love his mixed cocktails, bien entendu.

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June says:
I will sorely miss you. You are one of my favorites. Good luck to you, Poppy who is blue! Thanks for letting us into your beautiful life.
posted on: March 15

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vespa rossa says:
Although I haven't commented in quite a while, I have been an ardent reader and follower ever since I first came across your site. Many thanks for all the lovely photos and snippets from your beautiful life. The best of luck to you, especially with the writing pursuits. Take care, Bluepoppy!
posted on: March 15

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judy wise says:
You will be missed, oh drowsy one. I thought we were going to meet like this forever. But I wish you the best on your next venture. I do love your style. xo
posted on: March 15

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Melissa LaFavers says:
Wow, i hardly know you, and yet I'm sad about this news, but happy for you that you're going deep into writing. Such an inspiration you are, and I'll miss you. I wish you so many good things. Especially joy. Melissa
posted on: March 15

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Skwurlee says:
I have been an ardent lurker for over 2 years now, suppose I should break the comment silence with a thank you back to you. I am unable to express the gratitude I have for you and this blog, it will be sorely missed, many thank :)
posted on: March 15

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susangreene says:
Oh no please don't go. No one makes me laugh like you/this blog does at times. Please post a photo or two or twelve of the muses/dogs on facebook. You will be missed but I will eagerly anticipate your book. xxxooo
posted on: March 15

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Nichole says:
and so it goes. I understand...often times my foray into blogging feels like a guest who's welcome was overstayed a long, long, long time ago..not that yours has..I guess I just don't have the courage to put it to bed yet. Au revoir :)
posted on: March 16

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Claire says:
Oh BP...Oh, I don't know what to say yet.
posted on: March 16

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helen says:
I'm a lurker too! I've enjoyed reading your blog so much, thank you for all that you've given us. And I'm delighted that you're living the life you dreamed of. Bisous, et au revoir x
posted on: March 16

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DiaryofWhy says:
We will miss you, Bluepoppy.
posted on: March 16

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Amber says:
This makes me very, very sad, But who am I to bring you down?! You go and do big things Miss E, BIG THINGS, I say! My love to you, T and the brombies >hugs< And thank you so much for all of the support you have sent my way over the years.
posted on: March 16

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wee says:
half of me is screaming "say it ain't so! O, say it ain't so!!" and the other half of me? The other half of me totally gets it. Totally. It seems a time of transition and leaps everywhere, leaps into the next great unknown. I will watching with hand clutched to heart, breathlessly anticipating where your next leap is going to take you... and knowing wherever that place is, it will be surprising and miraculous and just so very right. I will miss you, for sure. But stay in touch, stay in view my friend. Much much love and many thanks.
posted on: March 16

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beth says:
ohhhh you will be missed and oops...sorry that was just me throwing myself at you in a big bear hug !!! we know that you will go on to do amazing things that we will all be in awe of...I mean really, just look at squam !! and the best part of this that's keeping me from being REALLY sad, is that I did get to meet you in person, live, up close and personal at squam last year and for that I will be forever grateful !! so go on now....get out there and kick some butt !! WAIT, you already do that fantastically well...so I guess just kick some MORE butt !!! xoxo
posted on: March 16

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gretchen says:
Thank you, thank you, thank you, for all that you have given us over these years- although your words and pics on this blog will be sorely missed, I do understand! Can't wait to read the "next chapter" of what lies ahead for you!! Whatever it is, please know that tons of love and best wishes will be following you! hugs and oxox!
posted on: March 16

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wee says:
half of me is screaming "say it ain't so! O, say it ain't so!!" and the other half of me? The other half of me totally gets it. Totally. It seems a time of transition and leaps everywhere, leaps into the next great unknown. I will watching with hand clutched to heart, breathlessly anticipating where your next leap is going to take you... and knowing wherever that place is, it will be surprising and miraculous and just so very right. I will miss you, for sure. But stay in touch, stay in view my friend. Much much love and many thanks.
posted on: March 16

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bella says:
something you don't know: LaCoquette was the first blog I stumbled upon back in 2005. I didn't even know what a blog was! She had a sidebar full of goodies (links)... yours was the first I clicked on...the name drew me in and I've been hooked ever since. It's been an absolute pleasure and so very inspiring to watch you blossom into this new place in your creative life. You've always been and will remain one of my favorite people I've met through this medium. I wish for you only goodness and happiness. I'll miss Blue Poppy ~ but I know that a new chapter can only begin when the one before it ends. Good luck, my darling girl. ~~Cannot wait to meet you in Sept.~~ xo
posted on: March 16

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Jazz says:
I don't even recall how I found you. Yours is the first blog I check every day. Lordy but how I'll miss you.
posted on: March 16

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lizardek says:
LALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU! *going to my happy place now to cry*
posted on: March 16

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ableponder says:
Oh. :( I understand but your site has been such a place of renewal and perspective and beauty for me that I know I'll miss it. And when I was in the manic throes of new motherhood last spring, you took the time to write me a really kind little note--an unexpected lifeline-- that really did and kept helping me. so thank you. for living the life that you want to-- and inspiring others in the process! a.
posted on: March 16

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Swirly says:
Three things: 1. I understand this decision more than you realize. 2. I am cheering you on, excited about all of the new ventures that are now going to get more of your time and energy. 3. I am going to miss your beautiful posts...
posted on: March 16

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sherry says:
Forgive me if I begin to ramble but I feel there are some things that need to be said. I have always thought of you as my mother blogger, the numero uno, the first and foremost blog I visit in my day and it is not because you are up there alphabetically. It is because you are so darn intriguing, interesting, inspiring and informative. (At this point I would reference your previous posts to find that word . . . alliteration!) You are funny and endearing, a compassioned soul with a tremendous heart. Simply put; you are beautiful. Because of you I have been inspired to embrace my creative self. Because of you I've started blogging and have found a wealth of wonderful people. Because of you I find the beauty in words again and again. And it's all because you gave so much of yourself. I am tremendously grateful to you and wish endless gifts in return. I have the uppermost faith that you will notify us once you are published! Much love to you!
posted on: March 16

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amy says:
thank you bp for opening the window on your beautiful life and dogs and letting perfect strangers come to laugh and delight and ponder and thrill, thrill i tell you to get to have this on-going window into your enchanting world! all the best in your next adventure! i too will miss you and my beloved dog friends.
posted on: March 16

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Steph says:
Ah, merci bluePoppy for sharing your stories and photos. You continue to inspire me in many ways. I will miss you here, but look forward to seeing you again in September and hearing all about your new adventures. Hurray for what's to come!! Love and hugs, St?phanie :)
posted on: March 16

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Vanessa says:
Since it is time to say goodbye I might as well tell you...Your post of 19 Aug 2008 changed me. I am now in the final months of writing my dissertation and last summer brought a painful and unexpected lull. Your post that sunny August day brought me to tears. Not a single romantic tear meandering down my cheek-a flood of air-gasping sobs. That post held a mirror in front of me and asked with compassion, "What are you doing?" Thank you, thank you, thank you, and many warm wishes to your creative future.
posted on: March 16

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Megsie says:
I don't think I have ever left a comment here, but this is the first blog I check each day...I have made your turnip soup and have fallen in love with your three dogs, they ALWAYS make me smile. Sometimes they are the only thing that makes me smile. You will be missed. Thank you for keeping me company these past few years. Good luck. Am I ever going to miss YOU! You are an amazing person and I hope to follow my heart in the way that you have mapped out yours here. xoxo
posted on: March 16

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hele says:
i'll truly miss your wanderings around. please let me know if ever you wander onto other pages. many blessing on all your new endeavors*
posted on: March 16

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catherine says:
there's no sadness in achieving your dreams xoxo catherine
posted on: March 16

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carolyn says:
wahhhh....but i just found you! how can it be ? seriously now, i am happy that you are living the life you wished for back when you started this lovely blog. i will miss your posts but am glad to know that your blog will remain up so i can read through your archives. i wish you the best of luck in your new adventures! and i will see at squam in september.
posted on: March 16

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Bethany says:
There is no response I can think up that doesn't start with a long, multi-emotioned "Ooohhh--!" Oh, BP. Thank the powers that be for Facebook!
posted on: March 16

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Chris says:
Oh, BP, we will miss you so! Good luck and godspeed my friend!
posted on: March 16

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Linda E says:
my queen...i get it...don't like it one bit...but it will all be good, i know. you crack me up in your fabulous polysyllabic way. you are special and wonderful, and one of those people i like to pretend i am. you have created a ripple with Squam that continues to go out into the world & affect change. does it freak you out sometimes to think of it? you realize how special you are? so i will see you september, and meanwhile try to find good & proper bribery to get a monthly post. Linda
posted on: March 16

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Tracey says:
Jeepers. Even though I'm mourning like the "Friends" finale all over again, I'm also utterly thrilled for you, for realizing the life of your dreams, for setting your aim on subsequent achievements, & for owning the much-deserved, much-earned trust in your creative (and otherwise) capabilities. Again, look out Oprah! BP will be deeply missed by many, but E's future masterworks shall live on and on. Ever-Loads of Love and Support to you, dearheart!!
posted on: March 16

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liz elayne says:
i will miss your words here and your photos and how i chuckle out loud so often when i visit...oh how the list goes on. but i do get it...and appreciate the words you share in this post...and i wish you bright, sparkling joy as your next adventures begin...
posted on: March 17

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La Phoenicienne says:
I need your inspirational-ness still in my life if only on the fringes. :) Live long and prosper. May the force be with you. 2y's u r 2y's u b o i c u r 2y's 4 me. hahaha. I feel like I am signing your yearbook and we're graduating high school never to speak again. Thank you and much love.
posted on: March 17

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jen gray says:
i just love you .
posted on: March 17

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bad penguin says:
Oh, but I will miss you! I get it, I do, but I love stopping by here in the mornings for photos, dog stories, your lovely artwork. Plus, watching you build a new life has helped me dream that one day I will throw off the shackles of corporate life too.
posted on: March 17

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Sam says:
I haven't written here yet because I don't know what to say...except that I will miss you so! Of course you will always be Bluepoppy to me, and you are so magical and have given me such gifts through the years...your amazing friendship and support and endless encouragement. I am so proud of you, that you are in this amazing place - you are beyond extraordinary. Things change, and it's hard to let go of something so good - but I am always going to be thankful that you're a part of my life and a true kindred spirit that I've found along the way.
posted on: March 17

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Carolyn says:
oh, bittersweet fare-thee-well. Thank you for sharing your sweet sunshine and lovely way. I aspire to Squam! I'm a happier person knowing you and your wonderful friends are out there. Life is good.\(PS. sending endless healing thoughts to your poor foot.)
posted on: March 17

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Missel says:
How sad that I just discovered you! My first beloved blog... Three days of grace! I wish you great happiness on your new journey!
posted on: March 17

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Sheryl says:
Wow. Wow, wow, wow. I will miss you. And this was not the day to wear mascara, because now my cheeks are black. I'm so glad this has been a good space for you. I'm so glad you're moving onward and upward.
posted on: March 17

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kristen says:
i think you are brave and lovely and i know that you will grow continually. until september. xx
posted on: March 17

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otter says:
Oh, E. I'm sad, even though I totally, TOTALLY get it. I don't know why, but it just seems like time to move on. I wish I *did* know why, because maybe it wouldn't make me so sad. And I know it's not good-bye (because I'll be hugging your neck in June), but this blogosphere brought us all so much joy and connection and it's sad to see that era pass. But onto the next and the good things it holds!
posted on: March 17

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otter says:
P.S. Get your ass on Twitter!
posted on: March 17

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endment says:
There are no words that can begin to tell you how much you will be missed.
posted on: March 17

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Marin says:
I swear, my first word was "NOOOOOO." Ahem. You are one of my favorites, and I'm so glad that I got to read you for so long. (We're talking years here, though I only recently started commenting.) Good luck. The fact that you found the life that you were looking for gives me a little inspiration. Thank you.
posted on: March 17

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alexis says:
you (and the pups) will be missed. bon voyage m'dear!
posted on: March 17

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sunshine says:
You will be terribly missed. But I am glad that this blog brought you to this stage of your journey. Best wishes to you, T and the brombies.
posted on: March 17

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Bombay Beauty says:
I feel like the last one to have arrived at the party! But I can tell it was a great party and am glad I dropped by, albeit late. I can understand what you mean - a blog is nourishing, at at the same time takes energy and commitment and sometimes these are needed elsewhere! See you in Boston at some point soon, I hope. BB
posted on: March 18

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melissa says:
I totally get it but boy am I going to miss your oh so witty posts. Well at least I will get to see you at Squam and on facebook of course! Can't wait to see what you create next. xoxo
posted on: March 18

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Christina says:
Dang, our time was so short together. : ) I so hope to see you one day at squam, that would be a dream come true. Can you do me a favor?? Give your doggies, a good rub on the tummy,from me? xo
posted on: March 18

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gatsby says:
i feel as though i've been shot in my pool. i feel like costner in robin hood, prince of thieves, returning from the crusades to find my fave neighborhood messed up and mary elizabeth mastrantonio dressed like a boy. i feel like the drinking fountain from one flew over the cuckoo's nest- just wrested from my foundation and thrown through a window. i feel like kirk douglas standing on the surface of the moon, deserted, watching the X-17 spaceship, his only means of life support as it returns to earth without him. i'll miss you sweet sweet oxygen supply/BP
posted on: March 18

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lizardek says:
I KNEW the RSS feed was too good to be true.
posted on: March 18

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Milly says:
I'll miss the Blue Poppy! All the best in your new life ventures. :o)
posted on: March 18

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Heather says:
Ahhh, Elizabeth. I shall miss you in the blogosphere, as you have so influenced my own blog. I am forever grateful I got to meet you last year at Squam. You are a shining star and shall be dearly missed, but I do understand. Time does fly, especially when you?re having fun, and oh how I?m glad you?re having fun. Lots of love forever from me and the beagles.
posted on: March 18

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Megsie says:
I know, I am posting TWICE now that you have given your notice...irony. But I can't stop thinking about this: How will I know what you are doing without this blog...? I won't know how to keep up with you! You may not know me... but, I want to know when your book comes out, and anything else like that! (Please excuse the obsessive behavior, I can't help it.)
posted on: March 19

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nina says:
Noooo! Am going to sit over here and pout. Eventually I will come out of my funk to wish you well, but I'm not quite ready yet. I do wish you well, of course, but I want to wallow in my own sadness first. Waaah!
posted on: March 19

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Amy says:
WAAAAA! Say it ain't so! But I guess since you've already made my dreams come true, I can't exactly stand in the way of yours. You have made me: laugh so hard I peed myself, cry, gnash my teeth, quiver, giggle, spit and, of course, have provided endless inspiration. And so I wish you nothing but good fortune and love and fabulous ice cream flavors . . . until we meet again in September. xo
posted on: March 19

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ana says:
Please leave us with some words of wisdom. Your story has been so inspiring. But for some still at the point you were 5 years ago, would love any parting words you may have to share on how to push through. All the best wishes to you in all that you do. It has been a real gift to follow your blog.
posted on: March 19

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bluepoppy says:
ana-- please send me an email so I can share some things with you-- I would be so happy to share what worked for me if any of it benefitted you--
posted on: March 20

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tinker says:
Aye-ye-aye! Well, here I come, stumbling late to the party once again, just as the hostess is dumping the ashtrays and hoping to call it a night... How I wish I could think of something witty and wonderful enough to keep the lights on at this late point in the evening...And yet, even if I could manage to dredge the depths of my noggin head for some sort of semicoherent and (hopefully) potentially amusing response to keep you partying on just a bit longer - how unfair that would be to keep such a charming and hospitable hostess dancing till dawn in red shoes that pinch... I have no idea what I'm babbling, nor what else to say, except how very much I've enjoyed your words and the images of your beautiful landscape and loveable furry family, on these pages - except how very much I will miss them, this welcoming space you created here. I only wish I had at least brought a bright bouquet and a nice bottle to leave behind in thanks for your hospitality...I'll take one last peek around, then shut the door quietly. Thank you, dear BP. (One last request - might the butterscotch brigade possibly shine their light from time to time on Facebook? They would certainly brighten up the cocktail party!)~bisous xo
posted on: March 22

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jin says:
Oh noooo, look what happens when I am away for a few weeks...! Will miss your exquisitely-told, witty and hilarious stories and pictures here, but can't wait to see what the next chapter/s will hold. Good luck with it all - you are so amazing. xxx
posted on: March 23

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Pippa says:
Elizabeth! So my reaction is going to be purely (can such a negative thing be pure?) SELFISH: Nooooooooooo! I'm devastated. Honestly. Feels as if I've been the witness to the death of a loved one. ****** And now that I have got that out of the way: Good luck, good love & all the very best for you and the new direction you've taken. You will always be remembered, because believe me, girl, you've had an impact on me. Now go, spread your wings, and FLY! (HUGS)
posted on: March 24

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jenica says:
i'm proud of you. and love you to pieces. itty bitty pieces.
posted on: March 26

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leah says:
oh darlin, you will be missed here in blogland. i do hope that if you pop up somewhere else down the road, you'll let me know. and hopefully we'll our paths will cross sooner than later. *much love* to you. wishing you all the creative mojo, laughter and love your heart can hold! xoxo
posted on: March 28

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