home 
coquelicot 
o-pine 


October 04, 2008 12:28 PM- slumping toward the equinox

Are you my shrink?

It feels like I'm just about to sit down after a week and encapsulate it for you-- the thoughts that seem to be surfacing most, the actions, sights and details. And, yet, that's not what I do here, is it?

God knows I don?t want to spend any time or energy analyzing it--- but it occurs to me that I love relaxing back here with you all-- my old friends-- people who know the trajectory of the past five years and who have been with me on this journey and don't need me to explain any context or provide background details. To steal a line from Martha Stewart: it's a good thing.

This morning I am a jumble as per normal. Slept in until 10 am because, without any appointments or commitments to motivate it up and out, my body flat out refused to awaken. Once up, I am immediately chagrined at how much time I lost this morning to get going on the list of things I intend to do before noon today on this sweet Saturday morn: relax, hang out, go into town and run necessary errands, begin working on some pieces to submit into the SMFA show, do yoga-- um, people, seeing as it is straight up 12 noon as I write this to you, I think it's safe to say none of that's gonna happen, sigh.

The music playing right now is a mix cd made by Jonatha Brooke and it is making me smile with its newness-- I LOVE an eclectic mix of music that someone else puts together and that is something coming into my life right now in the sweetest, most unexpected way. Just this week, a woman I took a class with at Artfest last Spring, Mary Beth Shaw, sent me TWO mix cds and, man-- I am reveling in them all.

So, to continue with my rambling mind-- this morning I got inspired by the Week in the Life project Ali Edwards has got going on. Although I know myself well enough to know there is no way in hell I'll ever be able to do a week of such a good thing (let alone weeks, plural)-- I was inspired to walk around the house and venture a bit outdoors to capture some shots as the second pot of coffee brewed.


missing my girls who left these here to make me miss them more, bitches.

October is here: cold, dark at night, and trying to make up for the season change with flashes of brightly colored leaves. I'm not buying. The cold and the dark, sigh, I'm just not into it right now. I seriously need to go south for a few months and then come back up for this lovely, brooding season.

Of course, not everyone in the household sleeps in and shuffles about in their self-indulgent self- talk. Ah, no. Seeing as the woodshed needs to get filled to the top with, er, you know-- four cords of wood, there are those among us who drink their coffee from a thermos, outside, as they chop, cut, and stack firewood.

That's my man.

And, you might have noticed the absence of any mention of a walk for the dogs this morning-- normally, one of my daily tasks. Ah, that implies you can't hear the gunshot in the woods-- or see the deer streaking across the field. Yes, tis the season.

It's boring inside for them, for sure-- but better safe and bored than shot, non? My job is to keep that curly tail out of the line of fire.

Now, off to eat my oatmeal-- god, can you stand it? Excitement. Never. Ending. Hope your weekend is filled with good music, warm safety and space enough to let your thoughts tumble out.

Bisous ~



got 2 cents?



•  •  •  •

lizardek says:
Sounds like a perfectly perfect weekend to me (except for the shots at the deer). Enjoy every minute of it and give the man a backrub later!
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

Heather says:
It has been a privilege to read your blog for so many years Elizabeth. I come for wonderful posts such as these - views of the lake, great pics of the dogs, photos of that amazing house, and a surprise pic of T! Smile girl!
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

bella says:
Sorta like any old Saturday morning. The best is when they stretch on into the afternoon ~ along with a 2nd pot of cafe... sigh... My kinda day.
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

melissa says:
you are always welcome to come visit me down here in the south where its a balmy 80 degrees today...we can sit on the screen porch, drink sweet tea (or wine of course) and just chill! xoxo
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

Tracey says:
So beautiful the photos. Just remember anytime you need to fly southward, my door is always open. XO
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

kristen says:
i love a glimpse into your saturday; chores, work, the things we need to do and yet don't always seem to do...makes my world seem less isolated when i know friends are doing the same.
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

Sheryl says:
Chop wood, carry water, a dude who's practical and zen :o) Have a great Sunday.
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

Pippa says:
Beautiful, beautiful photos and words, as always, BP! Somehow they all conspire to convey a nostalgic kind of contentment ... and gosh, they also make me realize I have to do SOMETHING to get my own house in better shape! Come south, come south, to summer, and bring along your ideas! *Love, Pippa*
posted on: October 04

•  •  •  •

Claire says:
I'm so hungover right now I can't string together an eloquent comment - but that was lovely.x
posted on: October 05

•  •  •  •

beth says:
sounds perfect to me....especially the sleeping in part, since today is the first day where I feel that going back to bed is what's been ordered... and we hear the shots out at our cottage, too... and for the next month we'll be listening and watching and making sure that orange vests are worn if we decide to venture out in the fields..... damn hunters....
posted on: October 05

•  •  •  •

Bethany says:
Oatmeal notwithstanding, your life in those snapshots -- the fall leaves and buttery walls and hunky husbands chopping firewood -- looks idyllic! Also, I hereby give you permission NOT to feel guilty for sleeping in. Sometimes it's just gotta be done, and our bodies always know. (Of course, mine knows... uh, every single day. Anyway.)
posted on: October 05

•  •  •  •

Swirly says:
Pretty much everything is making me weepy these days, including this entry. It makes me miss you all the more. Miss, miss, miss, miss, miss you.
posted on: October 05

•  •  •  •

julie king says:
love the photos of the leaves in the puddle!!!
posted on: October 05

•  •  •  •

Steph says:
So so cozy, oh so cozy. Thank you for sharing this.
posted on: October 06

•  •  •  •

Jeanine says:
It's strange that October is one of my favorite months because I always seem to be so darn emotional when it rolls around. Perhaps, as you say, it is due to the darkness creeping in, the winds of change, the cold starting to reach the bone.
posted on: October 06

•  •  •  •

sherry says:
Such a beautiful haven to shuffle about in. I wonder if there is hunter-orange dog coats available?
posted on: October 06

•  •  •  •

Jazz says:
We ARE your shrink. And it doesn't cost you a cent.
posted on: October 07

•  •  •  •

Sam says:
Oh, this post is like a warm cozy afghan thrown over me - I love the glimpses of Soliden - and you just do whatever you need to get through, my dearest darling YOU. I also love that I feel like I've know you for-ever - a gift, always, to my heart!
posted on: October 08

•  •  •  •


Sorry, comments are now closed.




2010

2009

2008
December
November
October
28
24
21
15
12
11
09
07
•04
02
01

September
August
July
June
May
April
March
February
January

2007

2006

2005

2004







BP RSS

  all material on this site © 2001 bluepoppy.com design by omworks
roundabout 
email