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November 15, 2006 8:21 AM- first light

This one is for Molly who loves when kittens and rainbows fly out my ass.

A year ago, we lived above the garage in an unheated space. There was a bed and many boxes. Please note, that there was no running water or any of those nice things that come with running water, like a toilet.

All of our worldly goods were in a storage unit. (Well, except for the shower curtain rings-- I mean for god's sake, don't pack those away. keep them handy AT ALL TIMES. Until of course, you move, and then you can't find them anywhere and have to buy another set at which time, naturally, you will find them in the bottom of your cosmetics case).

This past weekend, T brought home the very last bits and boxes from the storage unit and we now have all of our worldly belongings here, underfoot and scattered randomly around the house as they should be.

Included in that last haul was the giant easel he made for me lo these many Christmases ago, dozens of canvases I forgot I had, and my rock collection. How did I live an entire 24 months without my rocks? Let's just say I'm a survivor.

All of which is to say, we are finally settling in. T has his own office down in the "basement" which has a cement floor, but also has views like this--

Besides a giant desk tricked out with web system staples, he has got the room set up with music recording stuff, a carrom board, and shelves upon shelves of old books and every user's guide in known universe.

I think we can safely say he is happy in that manly, there-is-a-den-to-which-I-can-retreat, way.

And me? I look back at where I was a year ago and I am amazed at the difference in how I experience a day. Where I couldn't bear the sight of "wish pods" for all the broken dreams they represented to me, now I see water glisten on bare, dark November tree branches and I (insert nauseating proclamation of experiencing le bonheur daily, like every day, like dark and cold and rain--okay, I am really not liking the dark, but does it affect my mood? my underlying contentment? it just doesn't).

How much of this hygge feeling is based on my recent job shift? A lot. A very, very lot. Can I say that with better grammar? Perhaps, but the answer is: a very, very lot.

And there's someone I'd like to thank publicly. Someone who reached out to me last year and literally coached me through the transition over the course of months and months. Someone who made me believe that there is such a thing as loving your job and that you can make it happen. Someone-- okay wait, I'm totally having flashbacks to that scene in "Dirty Dancing" where Patrick Swayze stands up and says, "nobody puts Baby in the corner."

Let me just say, Jecca, you are an angel. I am most beholden.



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plain jane says:
Inspiring. Here I sit at my computer with tears in my eyes.
posted on: November 15

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nina (Janeen) says:
I love it how we all inspire and help each other. I will soon be living in the same town where we met face-to-face, my dear, and watched the bald eagles soar by. Seeing you be this happy and make real, significant changes in your life helped me get to the point where I could quit my awful day gig, too. Muchos besos.
posted on: November 15

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lizardek says:
You've come a long way, baby. Good grief, has it only been a YEAR?!
posted on: November 15

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Sheryl says:
Now what we really need is a photo tour of the house, whee!
posted on: November 15

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Laini says:
It's great to hear you sounding so happy, and to hear what positive changes you've been through in a year -- I didn't know about your blog back then and didn't know all that. And that view? Um, WOW!
posted on: November 15

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Neil says:
I am so happy that you are in such a joyful state, and share it with all of us! Now, I'm curious to hear more about this rock collection. What kinds of rocks? Do you display them?
posted on: November 15

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love squalor says:
i don't know where you live (is it the northwest?) but it is so beautiful there - looks like a dream made real! so happy to hear that you are in such a good place - i love when things start falling into place. here's to another year of happy days and forward motion!
posted on: November 15

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river selkie says:
ooh. am loving the mists!
posted on: November 15

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Amber says:
Did you have the word "hygge" in your post this morning? Because I can't even begin to describe how awesome of a word it is! Ever since i moved back from Denmark I have always tried to make my life and home more hyggelig and it brings me warm fuzzies to know that a person like you knows what it is and embraces it. You, BP deserve all of the goodness that comes to you. Perhaps your milkweed (wishpod) wishes are beginning to flutter back? :)
posted on: November 15

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nichole says:
hehehe...the hygge thing..you been readin' trainwrecks lately? on a more serious note, the fog/clouds look like soft fluffy blankets hovering over the mountains. mmmmmmmmm
posted on: November 15

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Andrea says:
It really is soo nice to hear that you're so happy! Those pictures are gorgeous, as usual! You are such a constant source of inspiration to me! :)
posted on: November 15

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Heather says:
Wow - I've journeyed with you through this last year! And I echo Andrea - you are a definite source of inspiration to me and I thank God every day that you are my friend, as I truly consider you that. Your post reminds me of the Italian word "contento." I don't know if it really means content or not, but just saying the word out loud with an Italian accent makes me feel warm, loved and content.
posted on: November 15

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molly says:
Despite my cynical-cum-pragmatist ways, I can still appreciate the elegance of someone realizing and appreciating that when things fall into place, they really fall into place! Enjoy your subtle shift; it means everything!!
posted on: November 15

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Jecca says:
Oh, poppy, you're welcome. And thank you! And you know, you did it yourself. YOU created your life -- you've manifested your dreams and with that view, well, it's just getting better all the time, isn't it?
posted on: November 16

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Shiz says:
Those photographs are BEAUTIFUL. What a great view. You must have some very, very nice silence out there. ENVY.
posted on: November 18

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Richard says:
You kill me - really you do. You sound like my girlfriend, like you were or are my girlfriend, or should have been or should be or might have been if I washed more or said my prayers.
posted on: November 21

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